Thank God! All zz ll

Finally recovering from real bad days. It was a great relief after seeing ma reports. Thanks to every one for praying for me. hopefully i will be completely normal soon.

This painful days made me to realize something good. The medical expenses which i have undergone is huge. I can afford but wat about people those who are dying for their bread and butter every day. I want to start something for them. A community where we can donate some thing to the needful.

Soon i will come up with a portal which is a place where you can do your bit to the society. 

Most Painful days!

Going through the real pain full days...! Health is wealth guys.. Take care of your health.  Hopefully i will be completely fine in two days. These two days are real painful days. will see what is the result of my life and want to understand that the true meaning of life. 

Frnd.... & Only Frnds....

Yes ... True.. Lods of ppl ll say "Frnds , True Frnds..., Best Frnds....Etc... all Bull shit. Bcoz only very few ll carry a frnd for long time. But one this is true that... the moments which they gave it to us.. we cant forget. There are few people whom i cant forget this day. (Today one of my frnd gv us a party and made me to rem few good moments).

I cant forget two birthday's in my life. One is during my school days and the second is my college days.

During school, like every one we had a blast. For some reasons i got lods of enemies..... and tons of frnds. In short the class where iam in was totally against me. But during my b-day when the whole group except my class entered my class and presented me the "water fish clock" i was on the sky. And realized one of my beautiful moment in my life. I should thanks few people specially...K & Ka... thanks guys.

Second which i cant forget is my college days. When i was alone in my birth day eve. All of sudden one big group came to my place and gave a surprise party. I still feel good for those moments. Again a new K..."Kum" made this happen. Thanks guys... i know now m not in touch with any "K" but still i love those beautiful moments. Thanks guys.

A Change!!!

Its Been Long time! 

First its good time in spore as today is my best friends b-day. Hope she is having a blast while typing this blog. 

Initially i used to come bit often but now become quite lazy. So far life has been moving with out any major glitches and another good news is that this is my first company where i am working for an year now to be precious stepping in to my 11th month and hope i ll continue. 

Another boring talk which is happening in my age friends circle is "when you are getting married?". People started worrying about their future life partners and hope these times will pass soon. If you ask me i am not pretty sure how the marriage life is gonna be. People do say its interesting and seen few regretting their decisions and few are not really bothered (scared) like me. Lets c how my life goes.

One Good this is that i am going to register my NGO in few months which will surely serve the purpose of my own taught which was nurtured during my childhood. 

Lastly expecting a good change in my JOB, Need a Better working and learning environment. Hope this will happen soon. 

May GOD bless me....

A Day To forget.

Today its was bit hectic... while coming back we used to come by rick, me and ma friend were sitting and frustrated bcoz of the traffic. The guy who driving the rick was very fast as if he is gonna catch his dieing gurl friend. Usually all these motor rickshaw people drive very fast and we are quite used to it. As we were sitting in the auto suddenly a small crossed the Rick and he was hit by the auto we travel and i felt really bad not just that moment till now. My mind is killing me for not helping that boy.. m not here to justify any one ..its not the mistake of the rick guy, but he crossed the speed limits and the small boy's family should be blamed if they are with him. But i felt really bad that i cant do anything there... one reason we don't understand the language but the strange thing is no one came near to the boy except one guy from the car. But i pray sincerely that the boy should be alright and i ask my superior power to drive me to do some thing good.

?????

To start with .. I have seen a recent video in Youtube about women giving birth to a child. My god we need to salute woman hood for this. I almost lost my breath by seeing that video. The Pain a woman undergoes is something we need to respect womanhood Kudos to them.

Second thing which i am curious is what is happening in and around me. What is this all about. No Clue. I got a very nice insane this is how i call him. We have discussed lot about the outcomes or things which are happening in and around every one.Even at times i feel like i need to backpack my bag to roam around all around the world and then again i will think about only one thing is about my family which feeded me for close to 25 years and in return what i have given that is the only thing which make me to think. I guess some how i ll make all this thing and i want to move around and explore lot of hidden things around me. Lets c how the karma leads.

What more lets c how my destiny is designed to me...

virginity!

Few days back.. Me and Ma frnd were sitting outside and were discussing abt some stupid things and suddenly i dont know remember we arrived to marriage or gurls but suddenly discussion was diverted to and Virignity .. and my frnd replied back that! you cant find a gurl who is virgin...I din't got surprised but still i asked in a surprised way.. Why? You dont expect your gurl to be virgin?

He replied back to me that he knows the truth and people want to explore their sexual nature... so you cant expect any one to be virign .. it goes for both the cases (G & B), But what he expects is love, fun, laugh and much more... and he is clear in what he want ... but again a question araised to me .. suppose if you selected a gurl and if she suddenyl looking in to another male.. then he said our selection is wrong. Which i truely accept.

So no guy is looking for her gurl to be virgin.What they expect is love, fun and a life partner like a frined... Even i expect the same but i have seen the worst also... Lets keep faith in that we will get the right partner.

De-Sti-Ny

Its been quite long ..

I am really confused where to start exactly... Bit confused too

Asusal m roaming all around.First to start with m bit scared like i am going to face any problem One of my fried asked me "How many years we are going to live?" I said at least another 25 years which is less than compared to what I have crossed and immediately i was thinking, oh! so things are going to end soon. But m not pretty sure what is happening around me. I still remember my 10th class I was asked by my teacher.. what are you going to do in future.. My answer was " I will be in to politics " then again years rolled when i joined Graduation, Again one of my professor asked "What are you going to do in Future " I gave the same answer that i want to be in politics ..

Almost 8 years passed and now i am working as a Internet marketing manager!, yesterday my collegue asked me ".....If you don't mind shall i ask you some thing" i said ya go head and she asked the same question and my answer was the same. I just believe some miracles will happen and i ll reach my destiny (politics).

No Harm 2010

Hi ppl,

After a very long time. My first post of 2010. This year i have heard 100 stories about growing rapidly in wrong ways. Best of luck for u guys. I am just a normal creature whose emotions and values are not justifiable to the current circumstances.

I have started this year with a positive note. I am happy i will meet all my expectations this year.

People have larger and positive stuffs to do this year. But my only goal for this year and coming year is don't harm any one for your personal goals. Thats the one goal which i'am following for many years. I have come across people with lot of perceptions in terms of relations, In terms of sexual habits, In terms of business growth etc...But i am just sticking to " No Heart Feelings or No Harm to Any one"

The human mind is is a wonderful thing. Cognition, the act or process of thinking, enables us to process vast amounts of information quickly. Which helps me to find the true face of every one around me. For instance every time your eyes are open, you brain is constantly being bombarded with stimuli. You may be consciouslythinking about one specific thing, but you brain is processing thousands of subconscious ideas. Unfortunately, our cognition is not perfect, and there are certain judgment errors that we are prone to making, known in the field of psychology as cognitive biases. Even i have done many based on this mind transition.

Thanks to 2009 and many other years for teaching me the art of understanding the human brain to an extant.

From all these years i have found one truth there is no thick frnd nor the biggest enemy. Every one will change based on the minds needs. I am also trying to follow that. This blog is little confusing but i am clear for what i want to say.

26/11.....?

I don't have any reason not to write about this particular day! I was moving as usual when i was in Dubai i heard that Taj hotel was attacked by terrorist. I cant believe when i first came to know. My first question was? how cum this is possible. Is our country is safe... I can see Pakistanis around me were bit worried about their won country men doing this.

Presently. .. almost one year passed from that black day 26/11. When i was thinking wat changed from 26/11 2008 till now. Still we are thinking that we are aggressive. Then only survival Kasab is in Jail. A daily news paper stated that Government is spending 31crore to protect kasab which is almost 8 lacks per day and also i read few articles which stating that Kasab need to be Hanged!,,, he needs a death sentence... For people those who are arguing that kasab need a death sentence.. i need to share my opinion with them. " Our enemy is not Kasab, Out enemy is terrorism and to put a complete stop for this. If we hanged him then the case wont stand for long".

Our government need to take firm action, We cant depend on any country to defend our integrity. We need to fight our own. No country is gonna come and help us nor to find the terror outfits. Countries which are showing interest are also allocating funds to make Pakistan stronger. I really dont find any kind of support from any country.

So lessons which we can take from this 26/11 ... we need to stand on our own with utmost power and integrity and i am sure we can fight against terrorism for sure. Jai hind.

Bigger Picture

Hey its been long time.... yes!

There are 100 reasons for not writing frequently, The two main reason are one is i felt really lazy to open my notebook after ma office hours and the second thing is topic.. what to write ?? I taught of 100 topics but nothing found importance.

In short, these days were like every one are crying for some thing either for their butter or marriage or some thing. M really felt sick of hearing all these things. The one good thing which is happening is recent days m attending lot of marriages of ma friends. which make me to travel badly in and around my place. Had good time in most of the places. N joyed watching different cultural Rasam and this week is ma cousins marriage after long time all our relatives are present and it was quite good occasion, The one question which every one asked me "Why u became fat" actually i don't have much reason to explain.But over all its was super enjoyment. we all brothers had very good time in terms of boozing, partying and it was done now and now my brother is no more a bachelor as i am.

The bigger picture is all my elders got married and now its my turn to get in to that or not. Even my aunty came to me and showed one gurl and asked me do you like her. I was like yaar realizing my self that m getting older or my responsibilities are increasing. But till now m not comfortable to get in to the family circle. I wann be a freak out they way i want. But one thing which even i felt is i need to reduce some where around 20 kgs. I dont know how m goona do that.I guess i can make it. But for that i need to give up many things.

k now its time for me to move office. i guess when i write nxt time i have to reduce 2kgs. Now my weight is 103.5 i want to bring it to 101.

Gay - “377 Quit India”

Why we need to follow the old book rules which was created around 150 years back. India is moving faster phase and biggest democratic country in the world. So we need right for every human. According to government records the amount of Gay ratio is around 25 lacs which is almost 0.3% of the total population of the country. But still love is equal to every one and finally the judgment came to legalize “GAY”.

My argument is lets open our heart. “ Its all about How you love not who you love”. Lets keep open and discuss. But still some people are against Gay in this country. What really they want ?

First Of all we are very scary to talk about sex. But the world knows we are very good at it.I f we are not found of sex, then how we got the name “populated country” . So talking about GAY is much more difficult in this country because of the aged politicians who are not ready to accept these

Economically speaking its a good thing to the country if we give equal rights. At least this will reduce the population of the country. Lets people choose what they want, and at the end of the day its all about love and how you love. we don't want to break hearts just we will love. Its up to them whom they want to choose.

And finally the judgment came openly which we should all welcome. Which thrown the 150 years law out of the country. And being a GAY is legal in India. Let them also enjoy but still there are lot other things which needed to be implemented by the aged politicians . AT lest as far now its legal in Delhi and by this blog i am 100% giving my support to the Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual community.

Please share your taught and give your comments and support gay.

Need patience !!!

Looks pretty cool this months … things are moving quite nice. Travelling in and around my home town. Doggy back to home town after a grand opening of the new innings of her life. Things are going slowly, smoothly and nicely. But some thing sticking in ma mind, I don't know what it is.,,For god sake its not love or girl. Its some thing which is in deep in ma heart.

Why  i am hear? What is happening in and around me. Lot of good things and unconditional bad things, really don’t know why its all happening. My mind is clear and i know what i want to do. But these kind of question put me or reduce my 24 hours to 19 hours. yep! you are right. i really don't know what iam doing in those 5 hours.  don't say i am sleeping but ma intuition is saying  that things will go fine.

I know for that you need patience. you cant turn this world just like that. But make sure that  you are not hated by your parents. who ever says anything just forget it. Just follow your intuitions weather its good or bad. you will land in to that. i have seen all kinds of ppl. But never seen a person who is strong in his decision.

Lot of marriage things are happening in and around me. People are started their new life. I don't know whether they are happy or not. But they are making themselves happy. I don't know its right or wrong. But be patient in everything. What ever you do. just believe in your intuition it will lead to the right path and i believe that i am moving in the right path

Hope!

Today after a very long time i was completely low, a recall of ma bad memories which resulted in frustration and i was trying to come out of it. I don't want to blame anyone for anything. Every thing happened and we cant just go and change what had happened. Now presently leading a better life but at times these bad memories disturbing.

I believe in hope, i wann change this way of living wann explore the entire world. I don't want to keep my ass in a single place. I believe in change, which is the best way of keeping yourself cool and calm. Many things i learnt from the past .. the one good thing is … i really don't know why i let every one take advantage on me and i never stopped any one which resulted in many problems.

But now only thing in ma mind is hope to see this world … i want to  make sure everything in ma family is good…. after that i want to move away from everything and every one to see the real life around the world.i hope this all will come true. So guys remember one thing HOPE is a real good thing, May be the best of things and No Good thing ever dies. so Lets have faith in ourselves and we ll take this world bravely to see a new change.

kesa mujhe!!

What a song … oh just close your eyes and give a brief silence. Hear this song “kesa mujhe” song man .. wow What an expression. You cant believe they way the song moves. wow… M not arguing as this is the best song. But it made me to write this blog, sure its a great song than the Oscars Jaiho! There are lot of other songs which inspired me some of the titles are “words”, “ Pray for me Brother” and “ Roja – Songs” ..hmm the list is big…. but this one is, one of the best in ma collection.

Especially, Just Put headsets on … and in deep silence hear this song. When Shreya Voice. Wow… The Music… no words to explain… but its really an wonderful song in the recent times.Just try to search for this song if you are  not from India. And even if u dont understand also fine… but it ll bring silence in your heart for sure. wow wat a song.

Overall Credit goes to AR and the technicians behind this song. Really hats of you guys… I really loved it. Bring more songs like this.

7 Days a week

After long time a small shift to the general living or you can call it as “PUSHING LIFE”. Just tell me one thing, are we doing what we like. Many things are seems to be unwanted now. Every day some of the other is teaching  a lesson in which we are passing. Every one depends on their needs and they will react according to it. So to maintain a smooth life is to leave the ugly part of it.

Nothing in this world is going to be yours.So in this short period of time. At least lets make this earth a better place to live. i know i a m diverting what i want to write.  just accept the shit changes happening and move on. Every day in a week is bit hard to move. Now a days i hate sleeping. I don't want to sleep for such a long time. That to in mercury of  around 34degree. My god its Hot man! But again if you don't sleep then again its a problem of 2maro. Just some one should do something.

In this week one of ma friend came to ma room. I am seeing him nearly after 2 years, just we were discussing how things are? and he told me one real stupid story which iam bored of hearing it, But he is ma friend i have to listen to him. Ya! you are right , “Love failure” he came to return all his gifts which is given by her.I really don't understand this concept and he told me that he had spend around 2lacs for her. Which is a real stupid thing and i don't now why guys are like this.

Its really hard to live with these monkeys and fuckers. I wann move around the world. i wann explore things.

The Verdict

Election is over. Congress and its alliance given another chance to rule the one Billion Country. One Good thing about this election is weather the congress will give some good proposal to the people. Last time its was CPM who was with congress and was more than a obstacle for  the government so lets see this time will the congress will able to make it or not. 

CPM, theory is good, But practically poor. They are not ready to accept the growth of another government. Even this time it came down from the total number of seats it had before.

BJP, If they come its good for terrorism no one denies that, But again they are much interested in Hindutatuva which is not good for other community of people, any way BJP also washed away by the victory of Congress.

“49-O”, You know, the only candidate is improving every time, Till now there is no current data for the  registered number of votes for “49-O”,One day its goanna play an important role in our democracy.

Change We Need!!!

Its election time in India. If you know what is the total amount of money which is being spent on the recent election, It is more than what Americans spent on their presidential race. The amount exceeds 50,000 crore. Politicians are spending such a huge money to get the power in the center. During this recession time, these politicians are spending such a huge money to get our vote. Do we need money to register our vote.

Politicians are bribing us to get our vote. Every one knows about this. But do you think some one is going to stop this.No way until we bring a change.Take Election commission, their main duty is to check all these frauds and bribing, But the problem is people those who are working there cant do anything against these money rich politicians. They are doing their duty by keeping a dot on the finger, that's yet.

they change which i expect is

1. There should not be any kind of public meetings, sticking posters.

2. Politics is a service, but in today’s scenario they changed in to a multi crore business.So spending should be stopped immediately.

3. Political parties are allowed to do campaigning for their candidates only through Television.

4. Every citizen should be given a social security number. There should be a central system where you can track any information about the particular person.

5. Online voting should be introduced to reduce the time and money.

6. Politicians should think that they are doing service to the country. If they do good then why the hell they need to spend money to get the vote.

7. Election commission should take stringent measures to control the parties that are naming them self for a particular community.

8. The rule “ 49-O “ should be included in the voting machines.

9. Finally, common people should register their vote.

I pray these changes will come soon…

No Vote No Future!!!

In recent second phase election, only 50% of votes recorded. What would be the reason behind this slow down, but one thing is clear in this, people are doing a big crime by keeping quite. We are good in blaming the politicians that they are not doing anything good. But still we are worse than our politicians. Guys there are countries, People are allowed to live there..you cant question anybody in these countries. We need to obey the rules defined by the king or the person who is ruling. You cant raise your voice for anything. But a country like India, Worlds longest and the most exhaustive constitution of any independent nation in the world and most populous democracy in the world. Here every tenure we got right to show our power through our vote. so please don't waste your golden opportunity If you say that you are not interested in registering your vote, then don't sit in home go to the polling booth and register your vote “ 49 – O ”.

If you don't know what is “49 – O”

In general most of us reluctant to vote as we do not feel candidates deserve . Do you know that there is a system in our constitution, as per the 1969 act, in section " 49-O" that a person can go to the polling booth, confirm his identity, get his finger marked and convey the presiding election officer that he doesn't want to vote anyone! Yes such a feature is available, but these leaders have never disclosed it for obvious reasons. This is called "49-O". It is suggested to use the facility . Now if a candidate wins, say by 123 votes, and that particular ward has received "49-O" votes more than 123, then that polling will be cancelled and will have to be re-polled. Not only that, but the candidature of the contestants will be removed and they cannot contest the re-polling, since people had already expressed their decision on them.This would bring fear into parties and hence look for genuine candidates for their parties for election. This would change the way; of our whole political system.

so guys register your vote for your party or join my party that is “49 – O”

For latest news about election visit

• Election commission of India
• Google coverage on India election
• BBC – India Election 2009
• Rediff – Election coverage

Future in 20 Cents

If you want to know your future come to India… recently i visited one of the world heritage place named Mahabalipuram … IF you want to know about Mahabalipuram…use Google.com you will find lot of information but if you want to know your future for 20 cents its not possible…. not even in Google…what you have to do is…come to India.

Just near to Shore temple of Mahabalipuram you can find people with parrots those who advertise themselves, that they know better about you than you. I tried once, even i don't have belief in that, but still some thing.. even you can call it us better advertising or marketing pushed me to know about me from a unknown person. It was quite interesting when you heard some thing about you from a third person.

People those who visit India must give a try to these funny things. I wont say that this will really work but one thing is for sure, they will make you happy, and i also felt happy. so when you visit India don't miss to know your future for less than 20cents.