B-day

Its my B-day....First every one celebrating this day but the truth is we are aged... but there are lot of things to rejoice in a birthday...one is we ll get lots of goodies... second and most of important thing is calls... now a days its becoming a duty to wish a person at the exact time... third thing is quite selfish.. we ll come to know the importance given to us... wats so ever i passed it as another day in ma life...and the other thing which is associated with every birth day is we have to spend some money as treat or some thing...

But i got an idea ... every birth day should be called as Parents day or Thanking day.... yes this day we should thank our father and mother who gave birth to us.... i think that suites best for this day....Its time for us to thank our parents for giving birth to us... to see all these beautiful things around us...

But one useful thing which i did in this birth day is contributed a small pinch to the society...Even any one reading this blog or any one come across your birthday... njoy it at the same time contribute some thing to this society and thank your parents!

Again a confusion state

Shit this confusion state arrived again... ya when i was clear with ma statements and decided to move on like this but what happened is totally different... one of the person who known to me was trying to talk to me... when i understand her situation and i felt myself... instead of being quite lets make her comfortable... and we passed a deal... again wat happened is i taught she changed...but when i clearly stated that nothing is going to happen again... i can see the change from her.... so atlast again m forcing myself to be good ... when i expect some thing 100% we never get... and people are worrried about their own problems,,, wats this yaat,, m not expecting some thing great to happen but at least the mutual respect which we expect should be there... but then atlast we make things according to happen to ourself and this is not going to work any more i think.... its all the first step which we take... oonce we are stuborn in our part then everything good....

But the state which iam currently is shit which i dont like.... but these things are desinged according to the needs and benefits of each other so.... lets accept the changes when time comes then we have to move accodring... wat ever... every one have their own justifications for their mistakes... even wat ever the fucking thing... any way... lets c where it takes...

I dont believe in luv at first sight...

Do u believe when a person says.. when he saw for the first time he had fallen in luv with u...

I cant accept it in my life ever.. Without any knowledge of the person how can u fall in luv with a person so madly..

This is not gonna work out with me.. I need to know the person understand him he need to understand me and lots more.. but when ever some one expresses luv so desperately how can u in turn feel desperate..

Expectations r always thr.. and it should be..

from whom we expect?

from the person whom we want too?

so this implies wht? i always want some one for me truly wholeheartedly for me.. who can do anything for me.. and i too should feel the same for him..

I can very well understand his luv for me so desperately and so madly .. but it will take time for me to understand him.. i dont say i have not understood him him till now..

I have come across many happening in my life,, but this one is quiet adventurous for me and i wanna travel long in this adventure...

When something is happening against u how would u feel? when all turn up how do u feel?? that is wht the situation i am and i wanna make everything is avour of me... i know its not a easy process...

When everything is going fine in life then nothing makes it spicy .. this adventure which i myself has accepted and started , i will surely make it fruitful in accordance to me..

its not ma blog...actually ma doggy is getting married m publishing this blog on behalf of herrrrr....

everyone knows it... but presently this is very important in my life...

Someone told me once i have no space in this blogger.. but i have the rights to take my place..

Changes r always thr in life.... I just wanna accept the change in my life and make things to go happy around me.. Some one so desperate.. but y is tht person cannot be in return??
Instead of running behind happiness.. Someone can accept the abundance of happiness tht is prevailing...

I know i am blindly searching a solution for a problem for which, there is no problem.. People say i m over imaginative? When i ask this question to myself i am not.. I just want the things to be done right and be right.. I luv to be imaginative and want myself to prove my imaginations come true..

Many would have read many things on making the things which u wish for to come true.. I just came across an article.. which proved true my japanes methodology... someone had written this article and just have a look at this..

Here are the 5 Easy steps below. Follow the steps to change your life and attract true love, happiness, friendships and plenty more!
Step 1: What do you really want? Decide what you want in the simplest words, something that can be illustrated with the smallest amount number of words. Try to keep it less than 6 or 7 words if you can. For instance: You want to meet a companion or lover.
Then you can say; "I am meeting someone nice", "I am getting a permanent relationship."; "I am marrying to someone nice". Beware that these sentences are in present tense or present continuous tense instead on future tense.
Do not create a laundry list resume of what you desire, such as; I want a basketball hero, with a bachelor degree, must be from Harvard, must have a ranch in Virginia, must come from a rich family background. You should keep it short and to the basic inner emotional feeling that you can describe in the least words possible. And you can just let the spiritual channel fill in the details. The higher realm understands what you desire better than yourself.
Step 2: Turn it over! Right before falling asleep each and every night, you should sit on the edge of your bed for just a moment to collect the emotional feeling of what you desire to appear in your life or out of it. If you are looking for a mate, imagine the emotion when the mate is there already for you, your emotions and happiness of achieving your desired object. You do not need to picture what the person's appearance or what you will do or talk. That is not important at this point and interferes with the feeling emotions of your desire. You should just create the emotion of happiness you would feel at upon achieving what you are looking for. Then, with your imagination, put this happy emotion in a little bubble and blow the bubble away so it will enter the divine. At this stage you do not need have to 'hang on to your desire'. You are 'turning it over' to the greater reality beyond your understanding where it can be processed appropriately. Now you can go to sleep.
Step 3: Patience and Perseverance. Continue the nightly practice of 'turning over your desire' right before you go to sleep. If you miss a day, don't worry, but begin again. Never give up! Practice it every night until your desire becomes your reality. You will not know exactly how long your desire will be realized. For the person, it can be one night. For the person who waited a year, it did not matter since when her desire was realized, the time she spent patiently and persistently 'turning it over' every night became a moot concern. This step should not be over-emphasized. It separates from those who truly desire something and those who are just so-so interested.
Step 4: Trust! Trust that will happen! For the beginner, you must trust that the spiritual world can assist you in your desires and requests. But, you only need to trust until you have your first successful experience, then you no longer have to trust, because you will KNOW. When you know that something extraordinary happens, you no longer need to trust that it works, simply because you KNOW that it works. For instance, if I tell someone who has never tasted candy what candy actually tastes sweet, they would have to trust me. They have to trust me since they never had the chance to taste candy and do not know what sweetness is. Nevertheless, when they get to taste candy for themselves, they do not need to trust me about sweetness, they will know for themselves and hence trusting me is not necessary any more. That is how the Dream Magic works for you too, once you have experienced it yourself, you will KNOW what it is. And knowing is better than trusting.
Step 5: Change and Do. The universe is changing every second. The stars and galaxies are becoming farther apart because of the expansion of the universe. New Sun stars are born, while some others burn out, things are changing constantly. You need to make some little changes too. They do not have to be radical changes like getting a full body tattoo or dying your hair green and purple, but make some small changes as a signal to the universe that you are ready to change. What can you do? You can change your daily routine; instead of - wake up; breakfast, drive 30mins to work, then work, then eat lunch; Get off from work; stop at the grocery store, cook dinner, watch TV, read a little; then go to bed; next day start all over. Try something new like: first wake up; have coffee at a Starbucks; hitch a ride or take your friend to work; talk to someone you never talked to, after all you can make a new friend; you can eat lunch out at a different restaurant; finish work, go to a different grocery store, maybe a whole Oriental food supermarket or organic type; instead of watching TV, you can go to bookstore, swimming pool; beach; mall; bowling.
You can change your style of fashion or get something different than before; maybe its sandals, new hair color or change your colorist or hairdresser. You never go to the theater or a music concert? Then do that! If you are invited to meet someone new or do something different, do it! Come across some little things to change in your usual life. Why? Because that lets you to 'shake' and 'move your routine so the spiritual 'shakers' and 'movers' will be able to find more chances for you to intersect with a 'coincidence' that should turn out to be the reply to your desire.

Some people may think same old story of no use.. i was not patient which led me wrongle.. patient and perseverence will get u wht all u need.. so let me practice it again..

Love is beautiful ... when?

Lot of people already told and explained about loveee...but m writing my own shit definition ...and to be honest i never read or i dont know wat is true love....But my definition goes like this...
If you love somebody....its not juzt to full fill each others needs... Its some thing with out any expectations it should happen... and to be loved is a greatest feeling.. I admired both the ways... If you ask me ... What is love.. i ll tell u .. u have to be mad about each other....and also its too dangoures when it is not balanced equally... I have experianced this pain.. wat ever happens the main motive will be the person who we loved should bee good..

I really dont understand one thing... M speaking only about the Asian specially indians... because i have experianced. M not saying that i am 100% ture towards ma love... u ppl cant believe still date i never told any ones face " i luv u" ... i feel this word has lot of power in it.. and i dont want to use it as a normal word.. Its really special ...I know wat ever i expect will not happen like that.. M searching a person who is to be mad about me ... and i should be mad about her. It should not end just to full fill the needs. Even i dont know y m writing this blog.. but still some thing made me to write......... till date i have never seen a single person.. who is mad about their love...

I know that this one blog is really a crack blog i have ever written...but wat i expect i dont know how to say ... nor how to express... in simple words i want to live a life like that .... they way i think.. they way i rejoice.... they way i believe... If these things are happening then i ll say love is beautifull... till then its just to full fill the needs.

Dedications,,, Importance...Love... ???

Really thinking.. wats the meaning for above words.... I think m finding too much meaning for these words in this current world.. when some thing is promised... when u r committed to some thing.. i gave ma 100% dedication ...but the results are ..... i passed in all the dedication tests but my mind failed 100% with out getting the right value... right respect... i know that two much expectations are not good... but then wats the meaning of expectationss... really dont know... if any one knows help me....

Importance!! can any one define the meaning of the word... i really dont understand wat importance people are giving to their relations.....Bull shit... Nothing and no meaning to it... its all kind of needs... people want to full fill their F*** needs thats yet.. For some people... they want to show them self good to the society for that they will do some social work....the root cause of this activity is to get a good name... for some people marriage is like life time paid sex contract..... for some changing their boy and gurl frnds... yaar... m really worried... i know that what i expect in todays world is not going to happen.....and its the real stupid thing which i am doing...

I reallly dont understand... so i think!! to njoy life better ... we need to adopt to the shit.. no use of sitting and thinking that m good and i wann to be good... wat the result will be is 100% zero.... recently one of ma frnd told tht after marriage if both are together then every thing will be fine..........i really dont understand the meaning in it...recent survey results.... leave the results the survey is like.... which sex will be rememberred for long time,,,, so totally the surveys, peoples attitude and other things clear states one thing... there is no dedications .... there is no importance... there is nothing... its alll to full fill one of the other needs.... and i think after 20 years... we ll become like animals again....free living... free sex...everything willl be done with out anything ...and some ppl those who want to make money... will start taking classes for how to live like a human who lived in 1983... wow

Walking in thin line

Wats happening in and around me ... i really don't know? PPl those who i never expected turned back .... ppl those are with me are always moving with some confusion in their mind. So i decided who ever comes in ma comfort zone should feel their happiness...and there should not be any problem... i want to make this year much mmore beautiful than the previous one... and i know that m walking in a thin line.....i know the results....but this time m walking better than previous year...

Peoples mind really tempted with new new things always ... i reaally dont know wat m doing right or wrong... only hope is.. my turn will come to me... so thts the time i have to be active till that time lets go according to the wind.

Two most important things which is going to happen..one is my doggys marriage which is on feb8.. as she promised and i also know that she will make her life happy and i have strong belif in that....nxt is i want to make another persons life beaautifull...m not saying i forgeted all wounds created by her...but still when some one realizes her mistake... after then also if i dont accept her then it would be problem....acceptance doest mean tht same thing is gng to happen again.. just only one motive in that is to make her life good... ppl are not doing certain things intentioanally ... life will show some thing good always but its really strong to live with one mind and one goal....... wat ever happens i belive that its happening for good only... and m ready to accept wat ever happens.....

2009!!!

Lets make this year better than the previous one... i wann move this year as good as possible. But its all in our hands.. Every one will be having some resolutions .. common resolutions like "Not to smoke, Drinks, Have to sleep early... and lots more" But any way we are humans and we will start forgetting with in this month. I have a hope and the mantra for keeping me good is think good for other u ll get good" --- Happy new year ppl

lets decide hw this year gng to be...

2008 - it gave me lot of good things and bad things... any way this is life.... i earend beautiful ppls...and at the same time i never felt some thing is missing.... bcoz... if u miss some thing then u cant say its as an imporatant thing in life.I am paying for my mistakes i did in this year and at the same time the amount i earned for it is bigger... s ofcorse i got a beautiful frnd.... than an worst thing...

This year showed me what is the most important thing in LOVEee... and good movies 2... i prefer Rock on is one og good movie i watched this year.... and several other movies which are downloaded from the Internet. Best movies webstite is for WWW.IMDB.COM it gives u a lot of information about hollywood movies....

Best mail award goes to GMAIL.... and at the same time i dont find GOOGLE CHROMA is not that much effective as FIREFOX... even i rate them after miscrosoft Internet explorer.

Most important thing which i learned is needs is important than love...... and things which i learned is when u do a mistake u have to pay for it... rest we all hope that this year brings everyting good for us.... and i want to thank the malaysian blog reader who read my blogs for a long time.