Thursday, November 26, 2009

26/11.....?

I don't have any reason not to write about this particular day! I was moving as usual when i was in Dubai i heard that Taj hotel was attacked by terrorist. I cant believe when i first came to know. My first question was? how cum this is possible. Is our country is safe... I can see Pakistanis around me were bit worried about their won country men doing this.

Presently. .. almost one year passed from that black day 26/11. When i was thinking wat changed from 26/11 2008 till now. Still we are thinking that we are aggressive. Then only survival Kasab is in Jail. A daily news paper stated that Government is spending 31crore to protect kasab which is almost 8 lacks per day and also i read few articles which stating that Kasab need to be Hanged!,,, he needs a death sentence... For people those who are arguing that kasab need a death sentence.. i need to share my opinion with them. " Our enemy is not Kasab, Out enemy is terrorism and to put a complete stop for this. If we hanged him then the case wont stand for long".

Our government need to take firm action, We cant depend on any country to defend our integrity. We need to fight our own. No country is gonna come and help us nor to find the terror outfits. Countries which are showing interest are also allocating funds to make Pakistan stronger. I really dont find any kind of support from any country.

So lessons which we can take from this 26/11 ... we need to stand on our own with utmost power and integrity and i am sure we can fight against terrorism for sure. Jai hind.

Monday, September 7, 2009

Bigger Picture

Hey its been long time.... yes!

There are 100 reasons for not writing frequently, The two main reason are one is i felt really lazy to open my notebook after ma office hours and the second thing is topic.. what to write ?? I taught of 100 topics but nothing found importance.

In short, these days were like every one are crying for some thing either for their butter or marriage or some thing. M really felt sick of hearing all these things. The one good thing which is happening is recent days m attending lot of marriages of ma friends. which make me to travel badly in and around my place. Had good time in most of the places. N joyed watching different cultural Rasam and this week is ma cousins marriage after long time all our relatives are present and it was quite good occasion, The one question which every one asked me "Why u became fat" actually i don't have much reason to explain.But over all its was super enjoyment. we all brothers had very good time in terms of boozing, partying and it was done now and now my brother is no more a bachelor as i am.

The bigger picture is all my elders got married and now its my turn to get in to that or not. Even my aunty came to me and showed one gurl and asked me do you like her. I was like yaar realizing my self that m getting older or my responsibilities are increasing. But till now m not comfortable to get in to the family circle. I wann be a freak out they way i want. But one thing which even i felt is i need to reduce some where around 20 kgs. I dont know how m goona do that.I guess i can make it. But for that i need to give up many things.

k now its time for me to move office. i guess when i write nxt time i have to reduce 2kgs. Now my weight is 103.5 i want to bring it to 101.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Gay - “377 Quit India”

Why we need to follow the old book rules which was created around 150 years back. India is moving faster phase and biggest democratic country in the world. So we need right for every human. According to government records the amount of Gay ratio is around 25 lacs which is almost 0.3% of the total population of the country. But still love is equal to every one and finally the judgment came to legalize “GAY”.

My argument is lets open our heart. “ Its all about How you love not who you love”. Lets keep open and discuss. But still some people are against Gay in this country. What really they want ?

First Of all we are very scary to talk about sex. But the world knows we are very good at it.I f we are not found of sex, then how we got the name “populated country” . So talking about GAY is much more difficult in this country because of the aged politicians who are not ready to accept these

Economically speaking its a good thing to the country if we give equal rights. At least this will reduce the population of the country. Lets people choose what they want, and at the end of the day its all about love and how you love. we don't want to break hearts just we will love. Its up to them whom they want to choose.

And finally the judgment came openly which we should all welcome. Which thrown the 150 years law out of the country. And being a GAY is legal in India. Let them also enjoy but still there are lot other things which needed to be implemented by the aged politicians . AT lest as far now its legal in Delhi and by this blog i am 100% giving my support to the Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual community.

Please share your taught and give your comments and support gay.

Friday, June 19, 2009

Need patience !!!

Looks pretty cool this months … things are moving quite nice. Travelling in and around my home town. Doggy back to home town after a grand opening of the new innings of her life. Things are going slowly, smoothly and nicely. But some thing sticking in ma mind, I don't know what it is.,,For god sake its not love or girl. Its some thing which is in deep in ma heart.

Why  i am hear? What is happening in and around me. Lot of good things and unconditional bad things, really don’t know why its all happening. My mind is clear and i know what i want to do. But these kind of question put me or reduce my 24 hours to 19 hours. yep! you are right. i really don't know what iam doing in those 5 hours.  don't say i am sleeping but ma intuition is saying  that things will go fine.

I know for that you need patience. you cant turn this world just like that. But make sure that  you are not hated by your parents. who ever says anything just forget it. Just follow your intuitions weather its good or bad. you will land in to that. i have seen all kinds of ppl. But never seen a person who is strong in his decision.

Lot of marriage things are happening in and around me. People are started their new life. I don't know whether they are happy or not. But they are making themselves happy. I don't know its right or wrong. But be patient in everything. What ever you do. just believe in your intuition it will lead to the right path and i believe that i am moving in the right path

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Hope!

Today after a very long time i was completely low, a recall of ma bad memories which resulted in frustration and i was trying to come out of it. I don't want to blame anyone for anything. Every thing happened and we cant just go and change what had happened. Now presently leading a better life but at times these bad memories disturbing.

I believe in hope, i wann change this way of living wann explore the entire world. I don't want to keep my ass in a single place. I believe in change, which is the best way of keeping yourself cool and calm. Many things i learnt from the past .. the one good thing is … i really don't know why i let every one take advantage on me and i never stopped any one which resulted in many problems.

But now only thing in ma mind is hope to see this world … i want to  make sure everything in ma family is good…. after that i want to move away from everything and every one to see the real life around the world.i hope this all will come true. So guys remember one thing HOPE is a real good thing, May be the best of things and No Good thing ever dies. so Lets have faith in ourselves and we ll take this world bravely to see a new change.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

kesa mujhe!!

What a song … oh just close your eyes and give a brief silence. Hear this song “kesa mujhe” song man .. wow What an expression. You cant believe they way the song moves. wow… M not arguing as this is the best song. But it made me to write this blog, sure its a great song than the Oscars Jaiho! There are lot of other songs which inspired me some of the titles are “words”, “ Pray for me Brother” and “ Roja – Songs” ..hmm the list is big…. but this one is, one of the best in ma collection.

Especially, Just Put headsets on … and in deep silence hear this song. When Shreya Voice. Wow… The Music… no words to explain… but its really an wonderful song in the recent times.Just try to search for this song if you are  not from India. And even if u dont understand also fine… but it ll bring silence in your heart for sure. wow wat a song.

Overall Credit goes to AR and the technicians behind this song. Really hats of you guys… I really loved it. Bring more songs like this.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

7 Days a week

After long time a small shift to the general living or you can call it as “PUSHING LIFE”. Just tell me one thing, are we doing what we like. Many things are seems to be unwanted now. Every day some of the other is teaching  a lesson in which we are passing. Every one depends on their needs and they will react according to it. So to maintain a smooth life is to leave the ugly part of it.

Nothing in this world is going to be yours.So in this short period of time. At least lets make this earth a better place to live. i know i a m diverting what i want to write.  just accept the shit changes happening and move on. Every day in a week is bit hard to move. Now a days i hate sleeping. I don't want to sleep for such a long time. That to in mercury of  7daylogo around 34degree. My god its Hot man! But again if you don't sleep then again its a problem of 2maro. Just some one should do something.

In this week one of ma friend came to ma room. I am seeing him nearly after 2 years, just we were discussing how things are? and he told me one real stupid story which iam bored of hearing it, But he is ma friend i have to listen to him. Ya! you are right , “Love failure” he came to return all his gifts which is given by her.I really don't understand this concept and he told me that he had spend around 2lacs for her. Which is a real stupid thing and i don't now why guys are like this.

Its really hard to live with these monkeys and fuckers. I wann move around the world. i wann explore things.smile_sniff

Monday, May 25, 2009

The Verdict

Election is over. Congress and its alliance given another chance to rule the one Billion Country. One Good thing about this election is weather the congress will give some good proposal to the people. Last time its was CPM who was with congress and was more than a obstacle for  the government so lets see this time will the congress will able to make it or not.  verdict_big

CPM, theory is good, But practically poor. They are not ready to accept the growth of another government. Even this time it came down from the total number of seats it had before.

BJP, If they come its good for terrorism no one denies that, But again they are much interested in Hindutatuva which is not good for other community of people, any way BJP also washed away by the victory of Congress.

“49-O”, You know, the only candidate is improving every time, Till now there is no current data for the  registered number of votes for “49-O”,One day its goanna play an important role in our democracy.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Change We Need!!!

Its election time in India. If you know what is the total amount of money which is being spent on the recent election, It is more than what Americans spent on their presidential race. The amount exceeds 50,000 crore. Politicians are spending such a huge money to get the power in the center. During this recession time, these politicians are spending suchchange-1 a huge money to get our vote. Do we need money to register our vote.

Politicians are bribing us to get our vote. Every one knows about this. But do you think some one is going to stop this.No way until we bring a change.Take Election commission, their main duty is to check all these frauds and bribing, But the problem is people those who are working there cant do anything against these money rich politicians. They are doing their duty by keeping a dot on the finger, that's yet.

they change which i expect is

1. There should not be any kind of public meetings, sticking posters.

2. Politics is a service, but in today’s scenario they changed in to a multi crore business.So spending should be stopped immediately.

3. Political parties are allowed to do campaigning for their candidates only through Television.

4. Every citizen should be given a social security number. There should be a central system where you can track any information about the particular person.

5. Online voting should be introduced to reduce the time and money.

6. Politicians should think that they are doing service to the country. If they do good then why the hell they need to spend money to get the vote.

7. Election commission should take stringent measures to control the parties that are naming them self for a particular community.

8. The rule “ 49-O “ should be included in the voting machines.

9. Finally, common people should register their vote.

I pray these changes will come soon…

Monday, May 4, 2009

No Vote No Future!!!

In recent second phase election, only 50% of votes recorded. What would be the reason behind this slow down, but one thing is clear in this, people are doing a big crime by keeping quite. We are good in blaming the politicians that they are not doing anything good. But still we are worse than our politicians. Guys there are cono-vote_no-futureuntries, People are allowed to live there..you cant question anybody in these countries. We need to obey the rules defined by the king or the person who is ruling. You cant raise your voice for anything. But a country like India, Worlds longest and the most exhaustive constitution of any independent nation in the world and most populous democracy in the world. Here every tenure we got right to show our power through our vote. so please don't waste your golden opportunity If you say that you are not interested in registering your vote, then don't sit in home go to the polling booth and register your vote 49 – O ”.

If you don't know what is “49 – O”

In general most of us reluctant to vote as we do not feel candidates deserve . Do you know that there is a system in our constitution, as per the 1969 act, in section " 49-O" that a person can go to the polling booth, confirm his identity, get his finger marked and convey the presiding election officer that he doesn't want to vote anyone! Yes such a feature is available, but these leaders have never disclosed it for obvious reasons. This is called "49-O". It is suggested to use the facility . Now if a candidate wins, say by 123 votes, and that particular ward has received "49-O" votes more than 123, then that polling will be cancelled and will have to be re-polled. Not only that, but the candidature of the contestants will be removed and they cannot contest the re-polling, since people had already expressed their decision on them.This would bring fear into parties and hence look for genuine candidates for their parties for election. This would change the way; of our whole political system.

so guys register your vote for your party or join my party that is “49 – O”

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Monday, April 27, 2009

Future in 20 Cents

If you want to know your future come to India… recently i visited one of the world heritage place named Mahabalipuram … IF you want to know about Mahabalipuram…use Google.com you will find lot of information but if you want to know your future for 20 cents its not possible…. not even in Google…what you have to do is…come to India.

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Just near to Shore temple of Mahabalipuram you can find people with parrots those who advertise themselves, that they know better about you than you. I tried once, even i don't have belief in that, but still some thing.. even you can call it us better advertising or marketing pushed me to know about me from a unknown person. It was quite interesting when you heard some thing about you from a third person.

People those who visit India must give a try to these funny things. I wont say that this will really work but one thing is for sure, they will make you happy, and i also felt happy. so when you visit India don't miss to know your future for less than 20cents.

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Thursday, April 2, 2009

Recession is good

Recession is a general slowdown in economic activity in a country over a sustained period of time. Its a part of business cycle. If you see the crises period in India which was there during the period of 1991, which pushed lot of people to start their own ventures. Which caused lot of opportunities for the next generation same thing repeated once more, I can bet you now you can see lot of individuals starting their own ventures which is always good. Even its a cycle to reduce the extra fat in the business. It will help business to look good.

But its also a tool which is used to reduce the manpower, Salary deduction, Making the employees to push more. If you see the economists, they say its good to have a recession in every long interval which will allow to make things sharper and brighten.

I believe in this recession also you can see lot of new ventures coming up and we are lucky enough to be a part of it. Even though we are affected. Many lost their jobs. If you ask me these recession will tell you where you stand in the company. If you are “ IN “, then nothing to worry.. you are doing your part. Every company aims to achieve profit. so if you meet the expectations of the company then nothing to worry.

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Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Tamilmoviedb.com

Tamil movie database www.tamilmoviedb.com is the proposed website from our house…The propose website is some thing which is yet to be designed. The inspiration for this website came from IMDB www.imdb.com its a movie database in the same way we need to register for our Tamil and Hindi Language. we are the worlds largest movie producers every year. so we believed that we need such an interesting website like IMDB. We are trying to collect information from the sources in and around us. The difficult task which we are facing is the financial part no one is going to sit and waste their time in discussing about these things but we find there is a large opportunity which is yet to be tapped. The internet penetration is increasing in India. At this point of time its important to appreciate such activities. we are trying to build our own network to complete our work from our side but and at the same time we feel lucky if some one from your side welcome such things.

We are ready to discuss our plans with any one who are interested in such activities . Kindly send your views to magaview@gmail.com or info@tamilmoviedb.com

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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

The key Happiness

You know guys what i am doing now searching for a job. Its really a difficult task to live a life which is dreamt by you. The thing which i am doing is really boring and don't know what to do. And i am not at feeling like sitting idle and thinking about some thing which is not going to keep me happy i guess… you know what i am thinking to get a job which you like. Any way now only i can feel the pain of people those who are still searching for their first job. But at the end don't loose the hope .. we ll get some thing to push our life's and that's how they life is designed.

Guys you know some thing .. Does any one really happy in their life all time. Every time some of the other thing is coming and going. When you are not going to get anything i guess that's time for you to leave this place.

Just take the person who reading this  blog… is it possible  for you to live happily.. If you feel really happy for some thing please share your views here… Let other feel happy that one of our fellow planetian is happy.

Errors

I really don't understand the standards of an Oscars. What is the measure to accept a movie as Oscar movie.. For instance take this slumdog millionaire movie. If you see the errors of the movie even you will be doubted about the standards of the OSCARS.

* Factual errors:

In the movie, the correct answer to the question of who wrote the song "Darshan Do Ghanshyam Naath" is shown as 16th century poet "Kavi Surdas". However in reality, this song is written by Gopal Singh Nepali for the movie Narsi Bhagat (1957). This song is also credited as traditional and originally written by 15th century poet Narsinh Mehta, whose life that film is based on. (Many, including the film, mistakenly attribute it to the 16th-century poet Surdas due to the fact that Surdas was blind and the song is a prayer asking God to "appear" before him, for his "eyes thirst for Your sight".)

The cricket match shown between India and South Africa was played in the Belfast, whereas the commentator says that its being played in the Wankhede Stadium in Mumbai.

In the final question the name of Alexandre Dumas in incorrectly spelled Alexander.

When Jamal explains the answer for "truth alone triumphs" question, Jamal asks the inspector for the price of Pani Puri, but the video shown is that of Dahi Puri.

When the policeman handcuffs Jamal to the chair he uses handcuffs that click shut. In India, Darby handcuffs are used.

At the end of the movie when Javed is with his bunch of girls and asks them to dance to the song 'Aaj Ki Raat' which is from the movie 'Don - The Chase Begins', the television actually shows the song 'Fanaa' from the movie 'Yuva'.

The "Millionaire" format is sold worldwide with the same rules, with small variations, like the amount of the final prize to adjust for the currency value. One rule is the presence of the two milestone - or "parachute" - questions (#5 and #10), to prevent the contestants' prize from falling further if they answer wrong. Yet the host keeps mentioning that if Jamal answers wrong he will "lose everything" or "get nothing".

The movie is clearly made for a Western audience, because the Indian number system (which would be used in an Indian show) would write 10 million as 1,00,00,000 not as 10,000,000. It would be called "1 crore." The term 10 million would not be used.


 
   * Audio/visual unsynchronized:

In the scene where Javed is partying with his friends and Latika is held captive, the audio playing in the background is from the movie 'Don', whereas the visual shown on TV is from the movie 'Yuva'.


    * Anachronisms:

Although the events of the movie are set in the summer of 2006, the cricket match being played at Javed's house between India and South Africa was played in 2007.

The scene where Jamal tries to steal food, hanging upside down on the train shows a window which had removable bars (it's like a fire escape). These kind of bars were not installed until after the 2002 Gujarat riots.

The trains on which Jamal and Salim escape and live for many days have compartments painted in blue color. The blue color compartments came into existence at a later date. The compartments were painted Red back then.

In the scene where Salim and Jamal are working the crowds at the Taj Mahal, Jamal has a new $10 bill in his hand. It would be impossible to have a new bill in 2002 when they were issued in 2006.

The movie shows news reports from Live India, a television channel. The plot says that is 2006, but Live India was launched in 2007. It was previously called Janmat.


  At the end of the last song and dance sequence on the railway platform, hoardings for shows on NDTV Imagine (and entertainment TV channel) are prominent. NDTV Imagine launched in 2008 and the promotion could not have began in 2006 - the year where the story of the film happens in.

In the scene where the boys are giving tours, Salim is handed a new U.S. ten dollar bill, which would not have existed when the scene is supposedly taking place.


    * Continuity:

When Salim and Jamal find Latika in the dance studio she is seen without and then with a nose ring.

While in the police station Jamal drinks down a glass of Chai and sets it on the table in front of him. In the following shot the glass is full again.

When Jamal is asked by Latika to leave the mansion and forget about her, he accidentally pulls up one side of his collar when taking off his apron. However, in the next shot, his collar is down again. When he actually leaves the mansion his collar is up once again.

A large pimple on the right side of Jamal's face appears then disappears then reappears, depending on whether he is being interrogated by the police or is answering questions as a television game-show contestant, even though those events supposedly occurred in the plot within a span of just a few hours.

The host used the expression "cell phone", which is mostly used in North America, while India and most of the Commonwealth world uses "mobile phone".

  When Jamal is at the front gate of Javed's house and is telling the guard that he is the new dishwasher, his shirt changes from a dark patterned long-sleeved button-up shirt to a lighter blue short-sleeved button-up shirt. When Jamal enters the house, he is wearing the long-sleeved shirt again.


* Incorrectly regarded as goofs:

While driving the car after escaping from Javed and going towards meeting Jamal, the scar appears on right side of Latika's face although it is on left side of her face before the scene when Salim slips her hair and in rest of the movie. However, Latika's face is seen in the rear view mirror of the car; therefore, the scar on her left cheek appears to be on the right cheek.

The young Salim and Jamal are shown to attend a primary municipality school in Mumbai. These schools do not have The Three Musketeers in syllabus. However, this could have been a school that was built in the slums by an external organization such as a charity.

Both Jamal and Salim speak fluent English when they're teenagers. The movie was originally supposed to all be in English, yet the actors that played young Jamal and young Salim had some trouble with speaking English. Director Danny Boyle asked producers to have the beginning in Hindi, and colored the subtitles to make them more appealing. From the storyline, Jamal and Salim probably learned from tourists.

In one scene, when teenage Salim and Jamal are at the Taj Mahal, there is an external shot where a passing guard looks at the camera and says, "Stop filming. Stop filming." This was included purposely by director Danny Boyle for the sake of realism.

After revealing the answer to the question of which cricketer has scored to most first class centuries, the host reveals that Jack Hobbs scored 197 centuries. In fact, he famously fell one short of the 200 milestone by scoring 199 centuries. However, both figures can be accepted as correct. The Association of Cricket Statisticians and History, in 2006, revised the status of many 19th Century and pre-War matches, which produced new statistics, giving Hobbs 199 first-class centuries. However, Wisden, often seen as the "cricketing bible", declined to recognise the new figures and still records Hobbs as scoring 197.

Jack Hobbs (the question about cricketers scoring first class centuries) is partly correct with the answer of 197. Jack Hobbs has stated that although 199 were done in a technical sense, as 2 of these were in exhibition matches they should not count and as such have never been officially recognized by Wisden Cricketers' Almanack. A quote from Jack, 'Don't include those,' he told the late John Arlott. 'They were exhibition matches. Vizzy wanted to list our hundreds on the walls of his pavilion. We knew we'd got to score hundreds - so did the bowling side. They were not first-class in any sense.'

Jamal is uneducated and yet he can read and write. We see this in his job at the telemarketing firm. He also mentions that he can read while on the Millionaire Show. However, it isn't unreasonable to assume that they attended school and learned to read and write before their mother was killed. Indeed, Jamal says that he can read when asked about "The Three Musketeers".

* Revealing mistakes:

When older Jamal punches older Salim, you can hear Dev Patel's British accent come out when he was yelling at him.

You also hear Dev Patel's British accent when he tells the host (Anil Kapoor) in the bathroom that he will "not be a million-ahe."


* Plot holes:

The original TV show "Who Wants to be a Millionaire" is recorded in studio some days before the actual broadcast. The show that we see in the film is broadcast live, which raises the incongruence that the person from home can easily see the question on TV having plenty of time to come up with an answer before receiving the actual call. this explains the need to have the questions reread on the phone, and the credibility of the time limit. Moreover, the call itself is never directed to a mobile number, to prevent connection troubles, and for the same reason it's never issued directly when the contestant asks for it; the call is first made in the very moment the contestant begins his round and it's then kept live (but soundless) until the contestant calls for the hotline. As a side fact, after the hotline has been used the contact is still kept so the contestant's people can hear live what happens from then on.
  
Other errors

In the hotel scene, after the fight, Salim puts the gun to Jamal's head. Salim says that the gun he is using is a Colt 45. A Colt 45 is a handgun, but Salim's gun is a revolver.

In the room where Latika is dancing, when Jamal and Salim come to free her and Maman shows up with his tough guys, a boom mike operator can be seen in the mirror in several shots.

Good one – Must read

One of ma friend mailed me a small story.. Basically i never read mails which are forwarded to me until its written to me personally… i got a habit like that… its not because that m lazy to read.. because its not written to me…and i don't want to stand in that group..but this one she asked me to read forcibly and this one really a good one which i want to share with you all

READ THIS!!!! and then reread it. Especially the last part... I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 57 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories.
He often came with me and almost every time he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to. I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands. He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only
wanted to buy my few items and leave, but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and remembered how he had loved his steak. Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, slim and lovely in a
soft green pantsuit. I watched as she picked up a large package of T-bones, dropped them in her basket.. hesitated, and then put them back. She turned to go and once again reached for the pack of steaks. She saw me watching her and she smiled. 'My husband loves T-bones, but honestly, at these prices, I don't know.' I swallowed the emotion down my throat and met her pale blue eyes. 'My husband passed away eight days ago,' I told her. Glancing at the package in her hands, I fought to control the tremble in my voice. 'Buy him the steaks. And cherish every moment you have together.' She shook her head and I saw the emotion in her eyes as she placed the package in her basket and wheeled away I turned and pushed my cart across the length of the store to the dairy products. There I stood, trying to decide which size milk I should buy. A Quart, I finally decided and moved on to the ice cream. If nothing else, I could always fix myself an ice cream cone. I placed the ice cream in my cart and looked down the aisle toward the front. I saw first the green suit, then recognized the pretty lady coming towards me. In her arms she carried a package. On her face was the brightest smile! I had ever seen.. I would swear a soft halo encircled her blonde hair as she kept walking toward me, her eyes holding mine. As she came closer, I saw what she held and tears began misting in my eyes. 'These are for you,' she said and placed three beautiful long stemmed yellow roses in my arms. 'When you go through the line, they will know these are paid for.' She leaned over and placed a gentle kiss on my cheek, then smiled again. I wanted to tell her what she'd done, what the roses meant, but still unable to speak, I watched as she walked away as tears clouded my vision I looked down at the beautiful roses nestled in the green tissue wrapping and found it almost unreal. How did she know? Suddenly the answer seemed so clear. I wasn't alone. Oh, you haven't forgotten me, have you? I whispered, with tears in my eyes. He was still with me, and she was his angel. Every day be thankful for what you have and who you are. (Please read all of this, it is really nice) This is a simple request. If you appreciate life, send this to your friends, including the person that sent it to you. Even though I clutch my blanket and growl when the alarm rings. Thank you, Lord, that I can hear. There are many who are deaf. Even though I keep my eyes closed against the morning light as long as possible. Thank you, Lord , that I can see. Many are blind. Even though I huddle in my bed and put off rising. Thank you, Lord, that I have the strength to rise. There are many who are bedridden. Even though the first hour of my day is hectic, when socks are lost, toast is burned, tempers are short, and my children are so loud. Thank you, Lord, for my family. There are many who are lonely. Even though our breakfast table never looks like the picture in magazines and the menu is at times unbalanced. Thank you, Lord, for the food we have. There are many who are hungry. Even though the routine of my job often is monotonous. Thank you, Lord, for the opportunity to work. There are many who have no job. Even though I grumble and bemoan my fate from day to day and wish my circumstances were not so modest. Thank you, Lord, for life. Pass this on to the friends you know. It might help a bit to make this world a better place to live, right? A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift.. A friend is someone to treasure. For friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with Beauty, Joy and Grace and makes the world we live in a better and happier place. YOU ARE MY FRIEND! God bless you and yours.

Friday, March 6, 2009

Fifty and still running

Bit delay of writing this blog because of time...and the surprises happening around me and my life..

Monday, February 23, 2009

Is it time to Rejoice!!! OSCARS

Little diversion from the usual discussion.... OSCARS

Ma country own Oscars for the first time.... ppl started debiting that its not an India film and its a British film yaa... i true say that its not an India film but MADE IN INDIA. And the awards which it received is 8 Oscars.... and in that 3 awards goes to India... If ppl ask me ! is it time to rejoice......its 100% to rejoice this precious moments if the film fraternity country India which produces more number of movies in a year in the world.

But if you ask me personally... AR scored better hundreds than this one... Example ROJA which is rated as one of the best ever by TIMES NOW magazine..Minsarakanuvu(Tamil Film) .. RDB (Hindi) and manymore.... but still i was happy because who ever does the movie... indvidual talent is appriciated in this.. and this is what i think.. and another imporant thing is because of Russel Pookutty..after he own the oscar for sound mixing.... many of the Inidans knows that there is a field like that. Most of them never knew such things happening in the movie.

Being an Indian I am really proud of ma fellow citizens whos work is appriciated and recognized in the international level. But in future we pray that the movie belongs to India..not just Made in India.... Congratessssss AR.. and Kutty

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

'M bored

A debate happened in our room... when u do any help for others its good if u don't expose but when you are doing some thing to the society it should be exposed ... this is Wat i felt...and i was very strong in ma words.. yes when u r doing some thing to the society it is necessary to expose to the outer world ... If u say.. most of them will criticize your credibility.. and the importance of that act... but y i want to expose to the public .. is not tht i will earn good name... the logic is simple when u have a close friend and when u exposed what you are doing it ll influence him to do that act.. so its a good way of communication and its must to expose those things to the public....

Now a days m really bored of hearing the word love.. i really dont know wat is the exact definition for it. But still it prevails because of the opposite sex attraction and at the same time there are beautiful stories but the most of today's love badly ends. The another factor in love is u have to be trusty worthy to do certain things but when u are not ready for it is better to keep some distance from it.

Another great confusion is that m really bored... Dont know wat to do ...now a days i started discovering new website which is been kept silence but interesting ... if u want to know what are all those website... go to Google and search for top 100 websites for the year 2008 or some thing related keywords...you will find lot of cool web picks and those are really nice... i think u ppl can give a try.

Friday, February 6, 2009

Feb 8

They day arrived at last.. and ma doggy is getting married.... after lots of confusion..communications ...now things are in place... i would say the person is luckier to get a person like her... I know better about her... she ll show both the extremes... and she too very much interested in this proposals given by the society to them now... so things which are expected is going to happen... the most memorable day in ma life and her....As you promised .. and i have believe that u ll make your life beautiful and green always.... All the best doggy

Saturday, January 31, 2009

B-day

Its my B-day....First every one celebrating this day but the truth is we are aged... but there are lot of things to rejoice in a birthday...one is we ll get lots of goodies... second and most of important thing is calls... now a days its becoming a duty to wish a person at the exact time... third thing is quite selfish.. we ll come to know the importance given to us... wats so ever i passed it as another day in ma life...and the other thing which is associated with every birth day is we have to spend some money as treat or some thing...

But i got an idea ... every birth day should be called as Parents day or Thanking day.... yes this day we should thank our father and mother who gave birth to us.... i think that suites best for this day....Its time for us to thank our parents for giving birth to us... to see all these beautiful things around us...

But one useful thing which i did in this birth day is contributed a small pinch to the society...Even any one reading this blog or any one come across your birthday... njoy it at the same time contribute some thing to this society and thank your parents!

Friday, January 23, 2009

Again a confusion state

Shit this confusion state arrived again... ya when i was clear with ma statements and decided to move on like this but what happened is totally different... one of the person who known to me was trying to talk to me... when i understand her situation and i felt myself... instead of being quite lets make her comfortable... and we passed a deal... again wat happened is i taught she changed...but when i clearly stated that nothing is going to happen again... i can see the change from her.... so atlast again m forcing myself to be good ... when i expect some thing 100% we never get... and people are worrried about their own problems,,, wats this yaat,, m not expecting some thing great to happen but at least the mutual respect which we expect should be there... but then atlast we make things according to happen to ourself and this is not going to work any more i think.... its all the first step which we take... oonce we are stuborn in our part then everything good....

But the state which iam currently is shit which i dont like.... but these things are desinged according to the needs and benefits of each other so.... lets accept the changes when time comes then we have to move accodring... wat ever... every one have their own justifications for their mistakes... even wat ever the fucking thing... any way... lets c where it takes...

Friday, January 16, 2009

I dont believe in luv at first sight...

Do u believe when a person says.. when he saw for the first time he had fallen in luv with u...


I cant accept it in my life ever.. Without any knowledge of the person how can u fall in luv with a person so madly..

This is not gonna work out with me.. I need to know the person understand him he need to understand me and lots more.. but when ever some one expresses luv so desperately how can u in turn feel desperate..

Expectations r always thr.. and it should be..

from whom we expect?

from the person whom we want too?

so this implies wht? i always want some one for me truly wholeheartedly for me.. who can do anything for me.. and i too should feel the same for him..

I can very well understand his luv for me so desperately and so madly .. but it will take time for me to understand him.. i dont say i have not understood him him till now..

I have come across many happening in my life,, but this one is quiet adventurous for me and i wanna travel long in this adventure...

When something is happening against u how would u feel? when all turn up how do u feel?? that is wht the situation i am and i wanna make everything is avour of me... i know its not a easy process...

When everything is going fine in life then nothing makes it spicy .. this adventure which i myself has accepted and started , i will surely make it fruitful in accordance to me..

its not ma blog...actually ma doggy is getting married m publishing this blog on behalf of herrrrr....




everyone knows it... but presently this is very important in my life...

Someone told me once i have no space in this blogger.. but i have the rights to take my place..

Changes r always thr in life.... I just wanna accept the change in my life and make things to go happy around me.. Some one so desperate.. but y is tht person cannot be in return??
Instead of running behind happiness.. Someone can accept the abundance of happiness tht is prevailing...

I know i am blindly searching a solution for a problem for which, there is no problem.. People say i m over imaginative? When i ask this question to myself i am not.. I just want the things to be done right and be right.. I luv to be imaginative and want myself to prove my imaginations come true..

Many would have read many things on making the things which u wish for to come true.. I just came across an article.. which proved true my japanes methodology... someone had written this article and just have a look at this..

Here are the 5 Easy steps below. Follow the steps to change your life and attract true love, happiness, friendships and plenty more!
Step 1: What do you really want? Decide what you want in the simplest words, something that can be illustrated with the smallest amount number of words. Try to keep it less than 6 or 7 words if you can. For instance: You want to meet a companion or lover.
Then you can say; "I am meeting someone nice", "I am getting a permanent relationship."; "I am marrying to someone nice". Beware that these sentences are in present tense or present continuous tense instead on future tense.
Do not create a laundry list resume of what you desire, such as; I want a basketball hero, with a bachelor degree, must be from Harvard, must have a ranch in Virginia, must come from a rich family background. You should keep it short and to the basic inner emotional feeling that you can describe in the least words possible. And you can just let the spiritual channel fill in the details. The higher realm understands what you desire better than yourself.
Step 2: Turn it over! Right before falling asleep each and every night, you should sit on the edge of your bed for just a moment to collect the emotional feeling of what you desire to appear in your life or out of it. If you are looking for a mate, imagine the emotion when the mate is there already for you, your emotions and happiness of achieving your desired object. You do not need to picture what the person's appearance or what you will do or talk. That is not important at this point and interferes with the feeling emotions of your desire. You should just create the emotion of happiness you would feel at upon achieving what you are looking for. Then, with your imagination, put this happy emotion in a little bubble and blow the bubble away so it will enter the divine. At this stage you do not need have to 'hang on to your desire'. You are 'turning it over' to the greater reality beyond your understanding where it can be processed appropriately. Now you can go to sleep.
Step 3: Patience and Perseverance. Continue the nightly practice of 'turning over your desire' right before you go to sleep. If you miss a day, don't worry, but begin again. Never give up! Practice it every night until your desire becomes your reality. You will not know exactly how long your desire will be realized. For the person, it can be one night. For the person who waited a year, it did not matter since when her desire was realized, the time she spent patiently and persistently 'turning it over' every night became a moot concern. This step should not be over-emphasized. It separates from those who truly desire something and those who are just so-so interested.
Step 4: Trust! Trust that will happen! For the beginner, you must trust that the spiritual world can assist you in your desires and requests. But, you only need to trust until you have your first successful experience, then you no longer have to trust, because you will KNOW. When you know that something extraordinary happens, you no longer need to trust that it works, simply because you KNOW that it works. For instance, if I tell someone who has never tasted candy what candy actually tastes sweet, they would have to trust me. They have to trust me since they never had the chance to taste candy and do not know what sweetness is. Nevertheless, when they get to taste candy for themselves, they do not need to trust me about sweetness, they will know for themselves and hence trusting me is not necessary any more. That is how the Dream Magic works for you too, once you have experienced it yourself, you will KNOW what it is. And knowing is better than trusting.
Step 5: Change and Do. The universe is changing every second. The stars and galaxies are becoming farther apart because of the expansion of the universe. New Sun stars are born, while some others burn out, things are changing constantly. You need to make some little changes too. They do not have to be radical changes like getting a full body tattoo or dying your hair green and purple, but make some small changes as a signal to the universe that you are ready to change. What can you do? You can change your daily routine; instead of - wake up; breakfast, drive 30mins to work, then work, then eat lunch; Get off from work; stop at the grocery store, cook dinner, watch TV, read a little; then go to bed; next day start all over. Try something new like: first wake up; have coffee at a Starbucks; hitch a ride or take your friend to work; talk to someone you never talked to, after all you can make a new friend; you can eat lunch out at a different restaurant; finish work, go to a different grocery store, maybe a whole Oriental food supermarket or organic type; instead of watching TV, you can go to bookstore, swimming pool; beach; mall; bowling.
You can change your style of fashion or get something different than before; maybe its sandals, new hair color or change your colorist or hairdresser. You never go to the theater or a music concert? Then do that! If you are invited to meet someone new or do something different, do it! Come across some little things to change in your usual life. Why? Because that lets you to 'shake' and 'move your routine so the spiritual 'shakers' and 'movers' will be able to find more chances for you to intersect with a 'coincidence' that should turn out to be the reply to your desire.


Some people may think same old story of no use.. i was not patient which led me wrongle.. patient and perseverence will get u wht all u need.. so let me practice it again..


Thursday, January 15, 2009

Love is beautiful ... when?

Lot of people already told and explained about loveee...but m writing my own shit definition ...and to be honest i never read or i dont know wat is true love....But my definition goes like this...
If you love somebody....its not juzt to full fill each others needs... Its some thing with out any expectations it should happen... and to be loved is a greatest feeling.. I admired both the ways... If you ask me ... What is love.. i ll tell u .. u have to be mad about each other....and also its too dangoures when it is not balanced equally... I have experianced this pain.. wat ever happens the main motive will be the person who we loved should bee good..

I really dont understand one thing... M speaking only about the Asian specially indians... because i have experianced. M not saying that i am 100% ture towards ma love... u ppl cant believe still date i never told any ones face " i luv u" ... i feel this word has lot of power in it.. and i dont want to use it as a normal word.. Its really special ...I know wat ever i expect will not happen like that.. M searching a person who is to be mad about me ... and i should be mad about her. It should not end just to full fill the needs. Even i dont know y m writing this blog.. but still some thing made me to write......... till date i have never seen a single person.. who is mad about their love...

I know that this one blog is really a crack blog i have ever written...but wat i expect i dont know how to say ... nor how to express... in simple words i want to live a life like that .... they way i think.. they way i rejoice.... they way i believe... If these things are happening then i ll say love is beautifull... till then its just to full fill the needs.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Dedications,,, Importance...Love... ???

Really thinking.. wats the meaning for above words.... I think m finding too much meaning for these words in this current world.. when some thing is promised... when u r committed to some thing.. i gave ma 100% dedication ...but the results are ..... i passed in all the dedication tests but my mind failed 100% with out getting the right value... right respect... i know that two much expectations are not good... but then wats the meaning of expectationss... really dont know... if any one knows help me....

Importance!! can any one define the meaning of the word... i really dont understand wat importance people are giving to their relations.....Bull shit... Nothing and no meaning to it... its all kind of needs... people want to full fill their F*** needs thats yet.. For some people... they want to show them self good to the society for that they will do some social work....the root cause of this activity is to get a good name... for some people marriage is like life time paid sex contract..... for some changing their boy and gurl frnds... yaar... m really worried... i know that what i expect in todays world is not going to happen.....and its the real stupid thing which i am doing...

I reallly dont understand... so i think!! to njoy life better ... we need to adopt to the shit.. no use of sitting and thinking that m good and i wann to be good... wat the result will be is 100% zero.... recently one of ma frnd told tht after marriage if both are together then every thing will be fine..........i really dont understand the meaning in it...recent survey results.... leave the results the survey is like.... which sex will be rememberred for long time,,,, so totally the surveys, peoples attitude and other things clear states one thing... there is no dedications .... there is no importance... there is nothing... its alll to full fill one of the other needs.... and i think after 20 years... we ll become like animals again....free living... free sex...everything willl be done with out anything ...and some ppl those who want to make money... will start taking classes for how to live like a human who lived in 1983... wow

Monday, January 12, 2009

Walking in thin line

Wats happening in and around me ... i really don't know? PPl those who i never expected turned back .... ppl those are with me are always moving with some confusion in their mind. So i decided who ever comes in ma comfort zone should feel their happiness...and there should not be any problem... i want to make this year much mmore beautiful than the previous one... and i know that m walking in a thin line.....i know the results....but this time m walking better than previous year...

Peoples mind really tempted with new new things always ... i reaally dont know wat m doing right or wrong... only hope is.. my turn will come to me... so thts the time i have to be active till that time lets go according to the wind.

Two most important things which is going to happen..one is my doggys marriage which is on feb8.. as she promised and i also know that she will make her life happy and i have strong belif in that....nxt is i want to make another persons life beaautifull...m not saying i forgeted all wounds created by her...but still when some one realizes her mistake... after then also if i dont accept her then it would be problem....acceptance doest mean tht same thing is gng to happen again.. just only one motive in that is to make her life good... ppl are not doing certain things intentioanally ... life will show some thing good always but its really strong to live with one mind and one goal....... wat ever happens i belive that its happening for good only... and m ready to accept wat ever happens.....

Friday, January 2, 2009

2009!!!

Lets make this year better than the previous one... i wann move this year as good as possible. But its all in our hands.. Every one will be having some resolutions .. common resolutions like "Not to smoke, Drinks, Have to sleep early... and lots more" But any way we are humans and we will start forgetting with in this month. I have a hope and the mantra for keeping me good is think good for other u ll get good" --- Happy new year ppl

Thursday, January 1, 2009

lets decide hw this year gng to be...

2008 - it gave me lot of good things and bad things... any way this is life.... i earend beautiful ppls...and at the same time i never felt some thing is missing.... bcoz... if u miss some thing then u cant say its as an imporatant thing in life.I am paying for my mistakes i did in this year and at the same time the amount i earned for it is bigger... s ofcorse i got a beautiful frnd.... than an worst thing...

This year showed me what is the most important thing in LOVEee... and good movies 2... i prefer Rock on is one og good movie i watched this year.... and several other movies which are downloaded from the Internet. Best movies webstite is for WWW.IMDB.COM it gives u a lot of information about hollywood movies....

Best mail award goes to GMAIL.... and at the same time i dont find GOOGLE CHROMA is not that much effective as FIREFOX... even i rate them after miscrosoft Internet explorer.

Most important thing which i learned is needs is important than love...... and things which i learned is when u do a mistake u have to pay for it... rest we all hope that this year brings everyting good for us.... and i want to thank the malaysian blog reader who read my blogs for a long time.